I arrive with the sun starting its decent and smoke rising from the pre-game cigarettes. Between puffs, players lace up shoes, strap on shin guards, and slip on their red jerseys. I am tossed a team jersey that seems to cover the majority of my midriff (being tall has its cons at times). My recently acquired bright orange cleats already show signs of wear and tear of a few weeks of practice. Today we are playing against the staff at the local ACLEDA bank. Our teams play often, trading wins and losses every month. It’s a highly anticipated match that draws spectators from town.
I step out onto the field. The stadium lights shine bright on the green turf grass. Darkness falls on the rice fields surrounding the soccer complex. Players dressed in either red or gold are positioned across the field ready to begin play. Dozens of fans are stationed along the perimeter, already cheering and chanting. I look to my right. My teammates are focused and are finishing up their final pregame routines. Oh man, why am I so nervous? I haven’t been this anxious for a something competitive in long time. Is it because I don’t want to let my team down? Is it because I fear my teammate’s disappointment in my inadequate football skills? Is it because I feel the eyes of the spectators?

Pictured is the Sten Sor football club. It’s the main venue of games and practice in Bavel. The team warming up above is a 14-and-under team that I occasionally join for practices. Their coach is a fellow teacher and good friend at the Bavel high school. It’s always humbling to practice with and learn from these talented young athletes.
The referee steps onto the field and blows the whistle.The field springs to life as players sprint, kick, and shout. They quickly maneuver the ball up and down the field, passing fluidly to one another with smooth precision. Continue reading →